homo: lee rang

[damp]

itp: lee rang fights with a child

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[damp]

[ Rin's shoulders hunch up as he listens to Rang, guilt heavy in his heart and in the draw of his frown. He has a lot of apologies to make and repentance to offer—he already knew that.

He just wishes... ]

Thanks for doing that.

[ He pulls one leg onto the seat, pressing his forehead against his knee. ]

But he'll be okay. [ Right? ]

[foxicide]

[wow don't thank him!!! he's done zero things for haru!!! what help can he offer, when grieving over someone you love is a concept that he hasn't thought of in centuries,

at least until rin and then buzen died... thinks about throwing popcorn at rin for causing feelings. instead he props his feet up on the seat in front of him,]

If you really want to know, then you should try negotiating with that Nightingale. See if you can tell him that you're still here.

[damp]

[ This guy... At least there's no one here. ]

Yeah, that's a good idea. [ His voice is soft enough that it seems like he's talking to himself, even though he's obviously talking to Rang. ]

I wonder if he wants to forget about me...

[foxicide]

[


ends up throwing a handful of popcorn kernels at rin anyway]

[damp]

[ Frowns at him. ]

Don't waste food.

[foxicide]

[UR NOT HIS MOM]

Why would he want to forget about you?

[damp]

[ U DON'T HAVE A MOM

He looks like he kinds of regrets saying that out loud. ]

We have a history, that's all. This isn't the first time I disappointed him.

[foxicide]

[JUST BC HIS MOM (REDACTED)

rang mercifully doesn't throw any more popcorn at rang, instead he looks annoyed, like he can't believe he can't be jerk about this.]

...If humans forgot everyone who disappointed them, then they wouldn't remember anyone.

What happened the first time?

[damp]

[ you can always be a jerk rang

he gives him a flat look ]

Don't you hate humans because they disappointed you?

[foxicide]

[STOP

he eats another kernel, looking at the opening credits frozen on the movie screen]

That's not why I hate them.

Tell me what happened.

[damp]

I'm not telling it to someone who hates me.

[ looks at the credits that are not moving. is there actually a movie.

he swipes a kernel. ]

[foxicide]

[it was on dramatic pause for the rinharu gay but it starts playing, cute romantic music fills the air,

rang swats at his hand,]

I won't lie and tell you that Haru's okay. I doubt he ever will be, as long as he has to be on that side and watch people die.

[the female protagonist is running down a street, clearly late for work]

So even if he forgot about you like you want him to, he'll still suffer either way.

[damp]

[ WOW Rin turns his attention to the movie... Already invested in this protagonist. What's her story? Her hopes? Her dreams? ]

I know. If he wasn't upset by it, that would be even worse.

[ He'd just be a cold-hearted creep. ]

I don't... [ Ugh. ] I don't know. I can't tell if I want him to move on or to keep missing me.

[foxicide]

[ive never seen love actually so we can make up something cute for rin...

she is an aspiring athlete........ she wishes to compete in.... the Olympics, she hasn't met her love interest yet,]

It's better if he keeps missing you. [promptly!!! like it's a no brainer!!!!]

[damp]

[ it's a romcom and i don't like romcoms ]

Why?

[foxicide]

[thinks about how u loved manwol so much u watched her romcom]

You can stay with him forever that way.

[sorry this isn't a sane thing to say,]

[damp]

[ i love u manwol... i'll do anything for you ;v;

but wow! his eyes shine briefly. ]

... I guess it's not that cruel. I still miss my dad, but it doesn't hurt as much as it used to.

[foxicide]

[rin.... sweet baby, rang is watching the screen with great interest,]

Missing someone is proof that they existed, and that they left some kind of impact behind. No one wants to be forgotten.

[damp]

[ rin is also very interested in the movie, but he will peer at rang ]

He probably misses you too.

[foxicide]

[stop he was looking at the screen so that rin could tear up in private,

at that, he flashes him a look,]

All I did was annoy him, even after you were gone.

[damp]

[ no that's over now ]

You are pretty annoying. [ On screen, the love interest is annoying the protag. ] But he included you in that promise at the tower. To be there the next day.

[ And now two of them are dead. ]

[foxicide]

I never said that I'd still be there, only that it'd be embarrassing if any of you died.

[he's just being annoyingly pedantic right now, like how the love interest is being towards the protag,]

[damp]

So were you embarrassed?

[ watches the Rival Guy step in to comfort the protag with a frown ]

[foxicide]

[not the rival guy.... rang also frowns at this,

and also at the question, which like ig rin got him with that one.... he watches the scene play out, grateful for the darkness of the theater]

...I'm annoyed that I disappeared in front of him.

[why was haru THERE!!!! he shouldn't have seen. at least he hadn't seen rin died or found his body. but rang had just vanished like he never existed at all,]

[damp]

[ deep conversations over Love Possibly...

Rin is also a little upset that Haru had to see it. And Ylfa. He knows they'll continue to see things that'll break their hearts, but that doesn't stop Rin from wishing things were different.

Even if there's nothing that he can do about it. ]

It sucks to disappear without getting the chance to do anything.

[ loser baby club ]