I thought maybe you'd try to justify your actions. It's not like things are black and white, right? [ THEY ARE IN A MURDERGAME... do morals still apply. ] Is it the only thing you want? Revenge?
[rang would have made it black and white... he would have committed a terrible erasure so everyone could just mcfcking hate him clenches fists,
instead he is here, watching a romcom with rin, who for some reason wants to know why he is the way he is. opening the door for more attachment, making it worse when they'll eventually have to leave.]
I used to want other things, but they were taken from me. That's a part of why I want revenge.
I've never met anyone who could forgive the person who stole from them like that. [finally he looks away from the screen so he can look at rin, sidelong] You can understand that, can't you?
[ Rin is watching the Rival make a move on Protagonist while she's drunk and upset about the Misunderstanding. Assigns Rang the rival character.
He thinks about it; thinking about D, and how strange their relationship had become in the past week.
He thinks of him own actions, and all the good things that he sabotaged for himself. Twisting his feelings toward swimming into something painful, and convincing himself he hated his friends. ]
... I can understand it. [ ... ] Once you have your revenge, is that it? That'll fix it all?
rang watches the rival (him in rin's mind) do their best to manipulate the Protagonist. he thinks the rival could stand to be a little less greasy about it, but what does he know about romance...
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[HELLO? he's just being annoying -- he thinks it's even worse that he knows that it's terrible and yet he is out there, committing the evils,]
That's what revenge can do to a person -- even a spirit like me. There's a reason why everyone always says it isn't worth it.
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I thought maybe you'd try to justify your actions. It's not like things are black and white, right? [ THEY ARE IN A MURDERGAME... do morals still apply. ] Is it the only thing you want? Revenge?
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instead he is here, watching a romcom with rin, who for some reason wants to know why he is the way he is. opening the door for more attachment, making it worse when they'll eventually have to leave.]
I used to want other things, but they were taken from me. That's a part of why I want revenge.
I've never met anyone who could forgive the person who stole from them like that. [finally he looks away from the screen so he can look at rin, sidelong] You can understand that, can't you?
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He thinks about it; thinking about D, and how strange their relationship had become in the past week.
He thinks of him own actions, and all the good things that he sabotaged for himself. Twisting his feelings toward swimming into something painful, and convincing himself he hated his friends. ]
... I can understand it. [ ... ] Once you have your revenge, is that it? That'll fix it all?
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rang watches the rival (him in rin's mind) do their best to manipulate the Protagonist. he thinks the rival could stand to be a little less greasy about it, but what does he know about romance...
he considers the question, then]
Once I have it, that will be the end.
[fixing??? eh.....]
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It's very touching. ]
End of what? Your life?
[ say jk ]
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He only came back because another guy was hitting on her.
[IGNORES RIN'S QUESTION????]
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stares a hole into the side of his head until he answers him ]
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he nudges rin,]
Oh, they're gonna make out. You should close your eyes.
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Rin just grips his arm. ]
Rang.
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rang looks down at rin's hand on his arm, then back up]
It's not that serious.
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You're not honest enough for me to believe that.
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flicks a kernel at rin,]
You're so weird. You were like this at the tower too.
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Huh? I'm the weird one?
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[so yeah!! weird!!!]
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looks back at the movie where they're really getting married now,]
I wanted to beat you up in the morning for making me take all those stairs.
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he snorts ]
Sorry if I'm not threatened by a guy that gets winded after going up two flights.
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It's because of this place! Why am I still weak even after being erased... I can't stand it.
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[ hehe ]
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You'll just make fun of me......
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It's not working if it doesn't hurt.