allstarz / kaworu

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[ the way i'm one of the only people on earth who hasn't read or watched nge ]

... Kaworu. What was that?

[peripheries]

[DON'T WORRY it's just LIKE THAT. He opens his eyes and shrugs.]

Attempting to make a connection with someone that I was fond of, though by our very nature, we were diametrically opposed. I wasn't made for it, I was made for one purpose, and it was not that, so I failed.

[damp]

Do you still think you can't make connections with people?

[peripheries]

No. But it is difficult at times, especially for me due to my circumstances. People view you differently than you view yourself and you can't know what they really think. Misunderstandings happen.

[damp]

... You're not entirely alone in that.

It must be frustrating feeling like no one can understand the things you do.

[peripheries]

Really?

Sometimes, I feel like I'm so far behind and apart from everyone else that I'll never catch up.

[damp]

[ Smiles. ]

I feel like that all the time. Especially here. Everyone's so... used to fighting and life threatening situations, I never know how to make connections.

[peripheries]

Really? It seems like you get along well with everyone despite that. It seemed natural.

[damp]

It'd be nice if I did. [ He shrugs. ] But I think a lot of people here just see me as a fish out of water. A kid that gets too emotional and worked up.

And... like you said before. A burden to look after.

[peripheries]

...I suppose it's hard. We're all so different and just trying to get by. Get along. It doesn't matter if our worlds are filled with chaos and strife or not because 's not like we're chosen because we would be good at this. We just got stuck here.

[damp]

That's... a good way of putting it.

We're just stuck here, but it doesn't have to be all bad. [ Smiling at him. ] If you want to be friends, we can.