[rang has to be emo but no one else is allowed to see, that way he'll be scapegoated for being an ASSHOLE when actually he is feeling PAIN INSIDE. he's just standing at the edge of the canal, glancing down at a gondola.]
I should have killed you on Monday. It would have saved me the headache.
[this is why humans are the worst, rang thinks. they buzz around constantly and just when you think you're getting used to the noise, they die. rin is just one of the many -- no, worse, because he sat there and told them all not to die, only to die himself.]
He said you didn't fight back. That you wouldn't. That you swam away, scared for your life. And that's how you died.
[rang just keeps staring. he can see rin still. rin with his mother and sister, the family resemblance is so strong. rin swimming, rin having lunch, rin being alive.
there are so many ghosts, he can't stop seeing them. something claws at him from the inside, a connection that he doesn't want severed no matter what. but there's nothing on the other end of the line for him,]
You should have killed him. You had the power. That way, everything you said wouldn't have been a lie.
[that way, rin could win this entire stupid game and go back to his family. rang thinks of rin's sister, thinks of older brothers who'll always end up abandoning family,]
I hate you. ["why did i have to care"] I wish I never met you. ["you should have never been kind to me."
...]
I hope you're reborn as a squid in your next life. And as a slug in the next one. [...] I hope that I end up eating you if I ever see you again. I hope Haru sees you again too -- maybe you can both be slugs. [...] Whatever you are, I hope you reincarnate.
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week 1, friday im so mad at spoon I WILL HAVE THIS STREAK (we didn't pc on thurs) I WILL
I should have killed you on Monday. It would have saved me the headache.
[this is why humans are the worst, rang thinks. they buzz around constantly and just when you think you're getting used to the noise, they die. rin is just one of the many -- no, worse, because he sat there and told them all not to die, only to die himself.]
He said you didn't fight back. That you wouldn't. That you swam away, scared for your life. And that's how you died.
[rang just keeps staring. he can see rin still. rin with his mother and sister, the family resemblance is so strong. rin swimming, rin having lunch, rin being alive.
there are so many ghosts, he can't stop seeing them. something claws at him from the inside, a connection that he doesn't want severed no matter what. but there's nothing on the other end of the line for him,]
You should have killed him. You had the power. That way, everything you said wouldn't have been a lie.
[that way, rin could win this entire stupid game and go back to his family. rang thinks of rin's sister, thinks of older brothers who'll always end up abandoning family,]
I hate you. ["why did i have to care"] I wish I never met you. ["you should have never been kind to me."
...]
I hope you're reborn as a squid in your next life. And as a slug in the next one. [...] I hope that I end up eating you if I ever see you again. I hope Haru sees you again too -- maybe you can both be slugs. [...] Whatever you are, I hope you reincarnate.
[and live properly next time, and happily]