I don't know. I feel like... last time everything felt much... more? It hurt more. [ He had SO MANY temper tantrums. ] But I also got closer to the people around me.
Now I feel like whatever. Deal with it, and waiting for it to be over.
[ this is the pre-trial crashout is so fucking funny. ]
The more it happens, the more desensitized and fatigued you become. I've found it irritating how quick and easy it's been for me to settle into the rhythm of murder game.
As long as you know how to shed the protective cocoon you've made yourself, yeah. Don't get too lost in there.
[ I am sorry spoon. you can drop this and be free. He is just going to respond to anything Rin wants to talk about whether it's from sports or to philosophy. ]
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... In a good or bad way?
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I don't know. I feel like... last time everything felt much... more? It hurt more. [ He had SO MANY temper tantrums. ] But I also got closer to the people around me.
Now I feel like whatever. Deal with it, and waiting for it to be over.
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The more it happens, the more desensitized and fatigued you become. I've found it irritating how quick and easy it's been for me to settle into the rhythm of murder game.
I don't like it.
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But you have to, don't you? To keep from going insane.
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[ I am sorry spoon. you can drop this and be free. He is just going to respond to anything Rin wants to talk about whether it's from sports or to philosophy. ]
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I don't think you need to worry about that. Can you keep yourself from getting lost in there?
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Why wouldn't I be capable? If anything, I feel I lose more sanity from all of the stupid shenanigans that seem to make murder game.
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