[ You are nineteen, old enough to be full of gusto. The answer should be obvious. ]
... Life is always worth living. Sure, sometimes it can feel hopeless, you may have absolutely nothing, and you may want to die, but the indisputable truth is that it won't always be that way. There are going to be things you'll start looking forward to, people you'll meet and may want to spend time with—all of it and more will make getting through to the next day worth it.
[ claude...... i thought we were friends. GOOD... AGREE WITH HIM. For Rin and himself, he tries to cement it even though he knows they both live "privileged" lives compared to many here. ]
Just because our lives are "normal" doesn't mean our hardships and struggles mean less.
[ Pain is relative. Quietly said more to himself than anything: ]
How horrible of a person can you be... To not have someone who would try and tell you something so simple and basic like this.
[ He said he didn't care to learn about the other him, but maybe it's in part fear. ]
[ You're allowed to be emo, Rin. You're just a baby and he remembers you are younger. Also considers that what he says is right. He doesn't know that Jacopo's life, he doesn't want to know, yet...
A sigh as he recomposes himself, clear-headed. ]
Sorry, I shouldn't have said any of that. You can forget about it.
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I can't say anything when I don't know what he went through.
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... Life is always worth living. Sure, sometimes it can feel hopeless, you may have absolutely nothing, and you may want to die, but the indisputable truth is that it won't always be that way. There are going to be things you'll start looking forward to, people you'll meet and may want to spend time with—all of it and more will make getting through to the next day worth it.
[ i hope claude somewhere is proud of him ]
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Don't you think that's easy for people like us to say? [ Normies. ] There are people who've had to live in pain for so long...
[ He is thinking of Matsui, but he just groans and ruffles his hands through his hair. ]
I agree with you. I don't think anyone should give up. It just feels kind of cruel when I can't imagine what they've been through.
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Just because our lives are "normal" doesn't mean our hardships and struggles mean less.
[ Pain is relative. Quietly said more to himself than anything: ]
How horrible of a person can you be... To not have someone who would try and tell you something so simple and basic like this.
[ He said he didn't care to learn about the other him, but maybe it's in part fear. ]
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You don't know that there wasn't anyone. Sometimes people aren't in a place to listen, no matter how hard you try.
[ He also had an emo phase. ]
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A sigh as he recomposes himself, clear-headed. ]
Sorry, I shouldn't have said any of that. You can forget about it.
[ Reaches out to ruffle his hair. ]
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Don't say that. You don't need to watch what you say just because I'm a little younger than you.
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[ he didn't even ask first before he went on a little rant ]
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It's okay. This is a crazy situation... There's no point trying to be normal all the time.
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Point taken, but I don't want to make it that much of a habit.