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[personal profile] bxkautx 2025-06-27 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
The loop can last a couple years before it resets back to that night. We make it home... Go back to school... Sometimes the others get deja vu or something, but—it doesn't last.
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[personal profile] bxkautx 2025-06-27 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Well, once you know you're looping you kind of stop falling for the whole thing, but... [ shrugs... ]
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[personal profile] bxkautx 2025-06-27 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. The deaths in the loops, on the island. They don't really... count? But actually dying, really dying was different.

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Don't look sad about it, it wasn't painful or anything.
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[personal profile] bxkautx 2025-06-28 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
I'm over it.
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[personal profile] bxkautx 2025-06-30 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't call them grudges. They're things I'm annoyed by. Thorns that got lodged in me.