allstarz / haru

[damp]

omg i'm so tired

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[squirt]

[ pushes the can at his face a little. ]

...Don't cry on the first day.

[damp]

I'm not going to cry!!

[ HEY ]

It's just unfair... After we started to feel safe in our regular lives again.

[squirt]

[ he has to wait until the crying room opens up... ]

It wasn't fair the first time either.

[ none of these games are fair, apparently. ]

Have you seen Ylfa or Gerard?

[damp]

[ Shakes his head. ]

No. I saw Kazuki, Alex, Jonas and Mizuki. You can see everyone's profiles on your phone.

You haven't already forgotten we got one, right?

[squirt]

I looked at it.

[ stubbornly. how dare rin imply that he doesn't check his phone just because he doesn't check his phone. ]

I was just thinking they could be around anyway.

[ he's just SAD okay ]

[damp]

[







Pats

Haru's head... ]

[squirt]

What are you doing...

[damp]

... I'm comforting you, idiot!

[squirt]

[ ? ]

I'm the one comforting you.

[damp]

What? I'm obviously comforting you.

[ Pats Haru's head more pointedly. ]

[squirt]

[ a pause. he's holding this can but uses his free hand to pat rin's hair. ]

There, there.

[damp]

[ OKAY ]

Why're you acting all tough...

[squirt]

[ still patting him ]

How am I supposed to act?

[damp]

[ Irritated face. ]

However you really feel!

[squirt]

[ lets go of the can to pat rin with both hands. look at how good he is at being comforting. ]

I'm being sincere.

[damp]

[ OKAY also pats Haru with both hands two can play this game ]

Last time. [ He's very emotional about this but thankfully his frustration is winning out. ] You didn't even want to go home.

[squirt]

[ ??? pats harder? ]

I did want to go back. [ he looks aggravated, compared to how hard he was disassociating earlier. RIN IS SO AGGRAVATING. It makes him feel many things. Like AGGRAVATION. ] ...I just didn't know if I should.

[ PAT PAT PAT ]

I don't want to be here.

[damp]

[ IF YOU PAT HARD ENOUGH IT JUST BECOMES HITTING YOU IDIOT ]

Then why don't you say that!

[squirt]

[ WELL

I GUESS THEY ARE JUST SMACKING EACH OTHER THEN ]

—Fine. [ PAT PAT PAT ] I never wanted to do this again. [ he's scared and mad and this sucks!!!! ] Why did you have to show up here too?

[damp]

[ RIN ISN'T PATTING HARD SO HARU IS JUST HITTING HIM ]

What?! Are you saying you're tired of me showing up in front of you?

[squirt]

[ OKAY

yeah he hits him extra hard once for that, though then he just takes his hands back and frowns. ]

When did I say that?

[ he's always following after rin. how could he be tired of seeing him up ahead. ]

I mean... you shouldn't have to do something like this again.

[damp]

[ HARU IS THE ONE BEING STUPID ]

Neither should you. Idiot. Don't act like you belong here more than I do.

[squirt]

[ HMPH

well at that he squints at him, sulking for a second before he gives up and leans back against the accursed vending machine.

there is a silence. he doesn't have much to say to refute that, so he masterfully changes the subject to a different complaint. ]

...You're not supposed to be older than me.

[ everything is so annoying. ]

[damp]

I was older than you last time too.

[ Picks up the can and opens it. ]

[squirt]

No you weren't.

[ i actually cannot remember ]