but it's very strange getting this memory—which he doesn't have—from rin's perspective. he wants to yell at himself, because that's not how he feels? ...or maybe it is, and the fear of losing rin again means he never allows himself to think it.
but no, it's not. it doesn't make it right to say regardless? he also doesn't know who albert even is so this is stupid. the memory ends and he looks frazzled, rushing to respond. ]
[ The response isn't entirely surprising. Their memories had been mismatched last time, so he'd suspected they might be again this time too.
He's not angry like he had been in that moment—the details aren't important in the face of everything they're dealing with here. What's important is the sentiment. Does Haru think he would abandon him? ]
... But you did. [ Rubbing his neck. ] And I did prove your point a bit by just leaving after you said it.
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but it's very strange getting this memory—which he doesn't have—from rin's perspective. he wants to yell at himself, because that's not how he feels? ...or maybe it is, and the fear of losing rin again means he never allows himself to think it.
but no, it's not. it doesn't make it right to say regardless? he also doesn't know who albert even is so this is stupid. the memory ends and he looks frazzled, rushing to respond. ]
—No. I wouldn't say that. [ WHO WAS THAT!!!!! ]
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He's not angry like he had been in that moment—the details aren't important in the face of everything they're dealing with here. What's important is the sentiment. Does Haru think he would abandon him? ]
... But you did. [ Rubbing his neck. ] And I did prove your point a bit by just leaving after you said it.