[it's really not her job to fix it, nor can she. it's just a little sad. maybe she pictured this really sweet reunion of all of them and nothing about any of this is quite like that.]
[she almost cursed haru to be a clown she was so mad at him for spoiling it. but...]
Yeah. But it's more that I like both of you so much. You're both so thoughtful and nice to me. So it doesn't seem like it should be that hard even though it is.
[ ugh, this is so embarrassing but ylfa is being honest so. ]
When we were younger, I really admired Haru and wanted to swim with him, but he brushed me off constantly. It didn't matter because I was a kid back then, but.
... I guess I'm just scared I'll get brushed off again.
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I don't even know how I'd react if he was open. [ ... ] But I do wish he was more honest.
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[it's really not her job to fix it, nor can she. it's just a little sad. maybe she pictured this really sweet reunion of all of them and nothing about any of this is quite like that.]
I know you don't hate each other...
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he glances away ]
Sometimes we can be stupid.
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Yeah. But it's more that I like both of you so much. You're both so thoughtful and nice to me. So it doesn't seem like it should be that hard even though it is.
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When we were younger, I really admired Haru and wanted to swim with him, but he brushed me off constantly. It didn't matter because I was a kid back then, but.
... I guess I'm just scared I'll get brushed off again.
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That makes sense. I'm always really worried people aren't going to like me, and it's worse if it's someone I'd really like to be friends with.
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Do you think it's immature?
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[but she's 12 so what does she know about it.]
I think it makes sense to want Haru to like you and to worry about getting brushed off. But he does like you, so...