homo: shenhe

[damp]

itp: bdsm vs homosexuality

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[bindings]

[teehee]

Don't give me reason to. [she really is just bullying him for no reason.] What are you doing out here?

[damp]

[ squints at her ]

... Just walking around. This park is new, isn't it? [ Rubs his chin. ] Maybe the barrier is getting weaker?

[bindings]

That would be nice, if it was. I'd like to see more of this place - it would be a shame if all of the time we have here is spent in a cramped area.

[damp]

You want to see more? Wouldn't you rather just leave?

[bindings]

[a pause.]

No. Or, I suppose, it doesn't matter if I leave or not.

[damp]

[ what ]

Why wouldn't it matter? You don't want to return home?

[bindings]

[not the sad anime eyes

she shrugs lightly.] This is as good a place as any for someone like me.

[damp]

[ sad shark eyes ]

What's that supposed to mean?

[bindings]

Exactly what it sounds like. I always say what I mean.

[damp]

[ that's good? ]

You don't think you deserve to live?

[bindings]

No, that's not it. I don't want to be erased. [a short sigh.] I just don't feel that strongly about being here.

[or like, anything, but that's neither here nor there]

[damp]

[ ??? ]

You don't miss your friends and family?

[bindings]

That's a complicated question.

[damp]

Is it?

[bindings]

A little. [she pauses.]

I suppose Master is family, but I'm not sure she'd miss me. And I only have one friend.

[damp]

[ this is so frickin sad ]

That one friend must miss you?

[bindings]

She might. She has many more better than me, though.

[damp]

People don't rank their friends like that!

[bindings]

[blinks at him]

... You feel strongly about this.

[damp]

[ yes it speaks directly to his insecurities ]

It doesn't matter about friends and family anyway, you deserve a chance to go back to your life as much as anyone else. It's weird that you don't know that!

[bindings]

[this poor shounen boy]

I do know that. I don't disagree. [...] I don't want to be erased. But what happens will happen.

[damp]

[ he's just a normal guy like kaveh ]

... I guess. I don't expect to win this game either.

[bindings]

[a pause.]

Hm. [well, that's actually upsetting to her in a weird way and she's not sure why!!!] Don't tell me that after you've insisted what you have.

If you don't expect it, it won't happen.

[damp]

It's different.

[ He frowns up at her. ]

I care whether or not I get revived, but not enough to erase anyone.

[bindings]

... Then don't. Your team can do it for you.

[she figures this is why there are teams, right - so some people can take the worst of the brunt of things.]