homo: shenhe

[damp]

itp: bdsm vs homosexuality

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[bindings]

[blinks back at him]

... No. [her red string is alex, so she just goes ??????] I have felt drawn to Alex more this week, but I had assumed it was left over from last week.

[damp]

Oh. It could be? But I doubt I'd feel that way toward Rang.

[ like

really ]

Alex is pretty cool, I wouldn't mind being stuck with her instead...

[bindings]

Fair.

Alex is... pretty cool. [she says this in such an uncool way] If Rang is too unpleasant, I will make him stop. Just tell me.

[she is so overconfident that she can do this]

[damp]

[ he laughs because that's a joke right ]

No, he's not that bad. I think anyway... He's tried to be nice to me a couple times. He's not good at it, but he tried.

Do you not like him?

[bindings]

[yeah definitely a joke.........]

No, I do. Unfortunately. [she says this so dryly.] We have more in common than you might think.

[she doesn't seem surprised that he tried to be nice to rin, though. that tracks, her in opinion.]

[damp]

[ rang... a not-so-secret softie ]

Like what?

[bindings]

We are both seen as inhuman, and have become used to mortals thinking we are evil.

[damp]

Seen as? [ but... rang is literally not a human ] Why do they think that? Because you're different?

[bindings]

[a little nod.]

When they think I'm an adeptus, they are fine with the way I am. But when they find out I'm not, they change. I'm unnatural.

[damp]

What's an adeptus...? [ ??? ] I don't get it. What's so unnatural about you?

[bindings]

[she raises her eyebrows a little. i almost just tried to emotionshare but you're dead so none for you]

An immortal being that protects Liyue. [she explains first, and then:] ... You don't think that I am?

[damp]

[ i cry, but rin just looks at her like ??? is he missing something ]

No? You look like a normal person to me?

[bindings]

[her lips twitch a little.]

Well. Perhaps you are strange too, and that's why you don't notice.

[damp]

[ WOW... ]

Oi. [ scowls at her ] What does being strange have to do with being unnatural anyway? It'd be unnatural if you... you...

Went around eating babies or something.

[bindings]

[it is very fun to tease him, she's found.]

Well. I don't do that. [thankfully.] I can tell you, but it isn't a happy story.

[damp]

... You don't have to share anything if you don't want to.

But you're not going to scare me.

[bindings]

No? [she doesn't know if that's true, but.] My soul is cursed by calamity. My existence causes harm wherever I go.

[damp]

[ well, it doesn't scare him. because he doesn't know what that means. ]

Cursed...? What do you mean by harm?

[bindings]

[this doesn't scare me because i can't read]

I mean that I was born under ominous signs. I'm... [like she's reciting something:] Doomed to harm both myself and others. Sometimes it's injury. Most times it's death.

[damp]

People die around you? [ He furrows his brows. ] You don't think all this happened because of you, do you?

[ As in, "I hope you don't think that". ]

[bindings]

It would be self-centered to think that all of this happened just because of me.

[but.] I won't deny any part I may have had, though.