damp | our cafe is in shambles

i guess i dont think its stupid its just never really crossed my mind

[ he's okay with settling into a routine and not trying anything new. boring and normal. ]

are you someone who enjoys being in love ?

[man]

I mean I want very much to find love! I don't know if I've truly been in it yet? It's confusing, but that's life.

[ hm suddenly i understand what spoon was talking about ]

i dont think its hard to love people but it does get more complicated the more layers you start adding

[what was spoon gossiping about]

There's also the different kinds of love and just figuring out which kind it is you're feeling

Or if it's even reciprocated? Which can be tough, especially if everyone's too afraid to say anything and you just have to sit there wondering if you imagined it AGAIN and then you don't even get a chance to find out because you get whisked away to an airport haunted by an evil horse

[ trying to talk about your other characters' ships ]

oh that does sound hard have you asked the person if they feel the same way as you or are you scared they might not so you dont

[ these are innocent questions ]

[MAN

also this takes her some time. you ask her this when strohl and maya are dead? (what about her real teammate) WHEN STROHL AND MAYA ARE DEAD.]

I suppose I am being a coward. I don't want to find out he doesn't feel the same way.

He really is the sweetest person I've ever met, but it makes me wonder if he's not said anything either because he doesn't want to hurt me? I confessed to him at a bad time and then things just never got figured out.

Or I'm overthinking things and I'll see him and it will all be fine, and I'll have worried for nothing.

[ strohl is his dead teammate and he called him direct and asked if it was okay to talk about love on his dieday and he said yes

this tag gives me hives also ]

i understand most times i would rather not talk about it too

[ a period of typing and retyping ]

as a coward i spent a few years once thinking someone was angry with me and it makes it hard to believe anything else if you let it sit too long so i hope you can talk to him soon rosamund

[strohl did believe in the unconquerable spirit of love]

I think you're very right. There's no use spending all this time in my head where things can get out of hand. I'll have to wait until we're out of here though. Just a few more weeks, I hope.

Thank you, Haru. See? You know a little about love after all.