[ That's very generous of Shenhe, and he would be very touched if he knew what she was thinking. ]

I started swimming again, when I saw Haru a few years later. But I was on the verge of quitting again before I came here.

[ It's an on-again off-again relationships.

Still, he smiles a little and meets her gaze. ]

But being here [ and reconciling with Haru... ] made me regret not giving it my all, no matter what.