[she doesn't have any sort of sense for like... which problems are worse, honestly, she thinks that rin quitting swimming is about as bad as her dying. which - kind of? both of those things, in her mind, means that they are away from the things they love.

she wonders if it's changed, since then. they looked young.]

Haru said that you wanted to swim professionally. Like the Olympics, but not stupid. [they talked... a lot, about rin.] Did you start up again? Or have you still quit?